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OC ART JAM held by

COOKING WARS OCT held by and
entering: Ned McStello [link]
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yeah yeah, whatever.

im bored out of my mind because i dont really have anything to do, besides the OCT and character sheets...

my mind feels a bit numb from doing the same thing day after day...


for my next class in the fall, im going to take a computer drawing class...
hopefully, it can give me some access to some bettre equipment, like a fucking tablet or whatever...


i really have to get on with getting a job, but no place seems to be eager to hire me...thts close to where i live. i hate commuting in cars. i really do. yeah, i know im spoiled like that, but whatever D:<

i dont care.


im in a slightly bad mood cuz of a lot of things...but one of them is primarily my cat. he almost died on monday night. he made me cry. hes mean for making me cry >:C i never cry, for anything. even when i was bit by that dog, i didnt cry.

this has solidifyied to me that he really is nearing the end of his life, and that makes me sad.

things are just not going my way.

nothing. i cant get a job, i feel guilty for living with my grandparents, i am missing a book in someone elses house, i cant go outside because of the heat, my drawing sucks, and...just a lot of things are crappy right now D:< D:<



so ill be gone for a while, maybe a max of three days or so...since i cant use the computer in my house without feeling guilty, to do stuff...like...you guys dont care, but stuff.




during this gone time, i will be working on that tutorial, finishing up my OCT pages, and finishing up character sheets.

sorry if you wanted to submit something for the tutorial, but nobody even gave me a link of any kind. and only 6 people said, "SURE! I WOULD FUCKING LOVE ADVERTIZEMENT BY A THIRD PARTY!"

sorry to be an emo-basket case, but yeah. EVERYONE HAS MOMENTS LIKE THIS, THROUGH WICH THEY SAY VERBALLY, LIKE I HAVE, OR AS THEY KEEP IT TO THEMSELVES, A VERY BAD IDEA AS YOU KEEP BEATING YOURSELF UP ABOUT IT. so i will be going to kill myself in my room with work. yeah.

THAT IS ALL. DISMISSED!
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i am accepting art trades now that i WILL FOLLOW TROUGH.
note me about it.
now doing icons again


and same goes for the CO-OWN deal. please note me before you take any other action!


god damnit! the earth's red again ]:<